2nd of June 2006 - Special One Mth for Me & Silly
The story started with the bottle of happiness that is fill with chocolates. It was to save you from sadness becoz i couldn't bear to see you cry although i did not see u shed a tear but i can feel it when you started sharin you sadness.. It might appear as a stupid excuses to get near to u but to me, when i gave u the bottle of happiness with chocolates, my only wish to see you smile once again n i do not wish for anything more...
Day after each day, i could see more of ur smile more n do u know how much happiness n joy to see ur smile... Time spend with you passed so quickly but with a nice n sweet feelings.. The day when i gather strength to tell u how i feel n how i wish to tk care of you almost made my heart pop out... Fear of rejection n low confidence in myself make extra pressure on me.. But in the end, i finally did what i planned to do n you gave me hopes when u say u would consider n tell me the answer.. I was filled with joy at that very moment becoz i know at least i stand that very 0.1% of the chance!
Here come the very special day when u completed me! - 2nd of MAY 2006! The day when you hold me in the cinema make me so happy.. I mus apologise for my stupid mindset of mine.. Actually i do not realised that you had accepted me until u told me in the msg.. I do not dare to hold ur hand after the movie becoz i dun wan u to be upset n had a bad feelings toward me becoz becoz i care about how u feel abt me!
We had endured so many difficult times n hurdles that are charging towards us.. I am so happy that we managed to overcome all of them.. Remember u ask me y i like u?? Wrong the correct way to say is i love u.. n remember u ask me for 10 reasons y i love u? The reasons r simple n there is only one n that is ai ni shi mei you li you! Even u would to ask me tis a thousand times, it would be the same.. I really hope that you feel happy being with me no matter how boring or ugly i am.. n u wont mind for the person i am.. n i know u wont mind.. Happy One mth anni my dear.. hope you would enjoy today! Not only today but everyday!!! =p